Relationships are weird. I am generally happy with my girlfriend, but so far I’m finding it difficult being micromanaged for every aspect of my life. I don’t blame her for scrutinizing me because I do admit I’m at fault for many of my distasteful habits.
I could… I could choose to be single. I wouldn’t have to put up with the nagging or the grumpiness. When I was single, I was perfectly happy and content with my life for the past two years. I did want I want, when I wanted.
But… If I were to weigh those options: single or taken. I would always rather be taken by her. If I were eighty on my death bed, I would deeply regret if I ever lost her in my youth. She’s brought great depth to my life, whereas before it was shallow and meaningless. My past was misled by boyish games to seek instant gratification or that high.
I’m having a hard time transitioning from my old life, but please, because I’m determined to change. I want to put away the young and reckless part of myself. I’ve been selfish and I’ve failed her and our relationship by not realizing the choices I make affect her as well.
And I’m truly sorry.
those nerds in high school who run like this
in my middle school there was a boy who wanted to be called Sasuke Uchiha and he wore a Sasuke cosplay to school everyday and one day he did this run down the stairs and broke his arm and apparently he told the principle it was the ‘Naruto run’ and then we were all banned from wearing Naruto headbands and doing this run and Naruto was put down as gang activity at our school
for chinese new year they get all these famous actors and comedians together and they do a lil show and one of the comedians was like “i was in a hotel in america once and there was a mouse in my room so i called reception except i forgot the english word for mouse so instead i said ‘you know tom and jerry? jerry is here’
jerry is here